Will “YOU” Represent Him, Represent the Father's Heart

He so gently reminds me will you speak on my behalf and not from a broken place of needing to be seen heard or acknowledged. Free to release my voice plan and purpose of my heart.. I will flow through you..

Romans 8:21 that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God. 22 we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until the present time. 23 Not only that, but we ourselves , who have the first  fruits of the Spirit,  groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies.

When He bows down to heal you. Your heart aches for His love. Father is fathering me in a way I have not known. My year has been a time of deep healing and reflection of who He is to in and through me. The eyes of my understanding has been opened to hear His voice with a heart of compassion, grace and mercy. With a new season of doors being opened. I’m humbled to dream with great expectation’s the Fathers heart is within me to release His LOVE to the broken and hurting.  Staying still was a struggle this is where He developed patience pruned my heart. I grew to understand His ways as He spoke and I listened to the shepherd led and guild me into all truth. His voice was the leading to the green pastures the safe place to lean back into His loving arms and rest and remain in His presence while He transforms my heart to know His will, love and plan for me is good.

How could He make beauty out of so many ashes failed dreams. I would except His invitation to go deep and follow into the wilderness of my soul, mind will and emotions. He was deepening my well and my heart to go deep into the pain that kept me from experiencing Him as peace in my heart. He is so patient to keep coming and speaking embracing me in the fierce battle was being waged for my soul to be healed. I was crying out for the only one who could change me transform me. I realize He was restoring me. One wound at a time. My heart reflects his image. As I only see Him my heart bursts with new hope, joy and peace. Freedom is an expression of JOY my heart has never felt now I will guard the gift He died to give me and will protect the deposit He placed on the inside of me to release to the world. I’m being prepared for and by Him. Nothing can take the place of HIM.

New season alive at 55 screams double favor to walk in the destined Bride healing and hope written on my heart. How can something so painful reflect His love. I found the way to the narrow road called LIFE and LIFE more abundantly. My shadow that was not even the real me became a pathway a door of many blessings. You may be saying how? He meets you in the dark and brings light. What His beauty reveals will forever change you. May in your season of darkness follow the star to the stable of humble beginnings and He will grow up on the inside a garden in your heart His love reflects the light of His countenance His full council will guild you. May we share in His sufferings so that we know Him.

My life was wrecked and now restored. Will you hear His hope and follow where He leads. He is the reason for every season. May we find Him to be our everything.

He is my Father.

His Bride,

Crystal