Holy Encounters

  Promised Ground love this place.

It always starts as a normal day my clients says no crying today. She knows me well. It always happens in her home. I just respond its a good cry. Its become normal for me to be encountered in her home. 

Casual conversation for a Tuesday she knows I’ve been talking about victims of human traffic ticking so I say. Guess what I was invited to a fundraiser on Friday in Isle Worth I’m excited to see what is happening and meet the women who is the heart behind the vision. I said you know religious people won’t  be able to help these girls. I said what are they going to give them a scripture. Well that’s really going to help them lay there guards down walls they have erected to keep them from being vulnerable from all the abuse they have suffered.  I go upstairs to start working. Put my head phones on listening to  worship. LOVE Himself encounters my heart. He said I needed someone who has experienced me in the depths of great sorrow pain and acquainted with much grief. Felt my love forgiveness and mercy and still desire to allow me to comfort you. Love you to wholeness and not run from the pain and fear you sit with me in the midst of the pain. He said I chose you. I broke and was wailing so broken He would speak Identity to me. The purpose for my pain made everything pail I have gone through. If you ask me Lord I say yes. Even when it hurts like HELL I will praise. I will only sing your praise. I was so over taken I couldn’t talk my friend looks at me tears in her eyes, I said when I can share I will she had no idea how to help. I wouldn’t let her comfort me He was in the moment purging my heart purifying breaking down any resistance to what He was asking me to do for another broken person. Feel there pain. Wow He poured His compassion into me so I could pour out what He poured into me. “Holy Marking” so when I had cried a few. I texted my client what I heard after our conversation. Then was able to share with the friend working with me she says oh wow.. So went downstairs in a 10,0000 sq. ft. home she says I heard you crying. He marked me. Called to a deeper cry for these victim’s. I said yes. Finished up the day and my friend says you should watch the movie “Priceless”

She so knows me how could she set me up like this. I have already been broken today by His presence. So me being by myself I say lets do this watch the movie. So I looked it up on my computer and now lets see what this is about. Oh my this was a picture of a relentless love of a Father redemption how He loves us so much He will not leave us without a Father. I so don’t want to spoil the movie. Just say a desperate man for money agreed to drive a box truck across the country to deliver a package only to find out he was transporting two women for sex trafficking. He fell so in love and wouldn’t leave the women he was so convicted he was not able to leave. I watched a man love her so selflessly he was willing to die for her.  Wow I lost it. Tears began to flow I have never saw the Fathers love so beautifully expressed from a man ever. It rocked me to the core. I saw love. My heart was sealed for the cause. Lay down my life YES. He is the greatest gift ever given we get Him. How could I go away unmarked. He will always prepare us for what He has marked us for. With compassion in my heart I was ready for Friday. I was not disappointed He changed me and marked me for His own. We are sealed with a promise He will always be with us we will never walk alone. He keeps showing Himself on every turn. When we draw near to Him He will make Himself known. He longs for unbroken fellowship will you come away and allow Him to gracefully break you to point you to His assignment for your life. He will empower you with His strength to follow in His will.  He is appointing for the harvest will you say yes? Will you let you will be broken for the Kings use. His Glory will be your portion. I’m His is spills out the purist anointing out of empty vessels. Until there is nothing left of me. All for Him.

Your Bride!!